Welcome back...even though I am fairly new to the website, I have been involved in IQD for some time now.
You did exactly what I have recommended to hundreds, if not thousands, of people. Just step away for a while.
Although I like visiting multiple forums and interacting with everyone, if you come to the forums, blogs, etc., every day to see if there has been an RV, it will demoralize you after a while LOL. I compare that to watching paint dry...does it ever dry when you are looking at it?
We are definitely getting closer and everyone will know when there is an RV...you won't be able to hide from that news when it happens