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It's been awhile Since I couldn't Hold my head up high And it's been awhile Since I first saw you And it's been awhile Since I could stand On my own two feet again And it's been awhile Since I could call you And all the things I can't remember As ****ed up as it all may seem The consequences that are rendered I stretch myself beyond my means And it's been awhile Since I could say That I wasn't addicted It's been awhile Since I could say I loved myself as well And it's been awhile Since I've gone and ****ed things up Just like I always do And it's been awhile But all that **** Seems to disappear When I'm with you And everything I can remember As ****ed up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered Have gone and ****ed things up again Why must I feel this way? Just make this go away Just one more peaceful day It's been awhile Since I couldn't Look at myself straight And it's been awhile Since I said, "I'm sorry" And it's been awhile Since I've seen the way The candles light your face And it's been awhile But I can still remember Just the way you taste And everything I can remember As ****ed up As it all may seem to be I know it's me I cannot blame this on my father He did the best he could for me It's been awhile Since I couldn't Hold my head up high And it's been awhile Since I said, "I'm sorry" And if that don't get ya skirt up well here And you bring me to my knees again All this time, that I can beg you please, yeah All the times that I felt insecure, yeah And I lift my burden out the door [Chorus] I'm on the outside I'm looking in I can see through you See your true colors 'Cause inside you're ugly You're ugly like me I can see through you See to the real you All this time that I felt like this won't end Was for you And I taste what I could never have It's from you All those times that I tried, my intention, full of pride And I waste more time than anyone [Chorus] All the times that I've cried All this wasted, it's all inside And I feel, all this pain, stuffed it down It's back again And I lie here in bed, all alone, I can't mend And I feel tomorrow will be okay

you know it ......just hate too see ....people sale there ......HMM .....(WHAT THEY DONT OWN)...for a pice of what they will never receive ....In return some of us know the truth ....as hard as it is ......we don't give up .....and nor should you ......there is a plan that has not been manipulated by the world dominating factions ....... they will and have been searching for it and the means .......but THEY ...just don't get it ....you can't hold it in your hand ....its within you ....and you just have it OR you don't ......and those of us that do........are not so easily manipulated .....EVEN THOUGH...... WE ALLOW YOU TO THINK WE CAN .....its all part of the plan .....too take it all back ...and to ...stop the direction that THEY have set us on.... WE WILL WIN IN THE END .....SO TAKE THAT TOO YOUR BANK..........hahahahahahahahahah all the time ....that i cried ....all this wasted ......its all in side .......and feel ....all this pain .....stuffed it down .....its back again ....... and i lye here in bed ...all alone ......i can mend .........and i feel that tomorrow will be ok ....... Im on the outside ...im looking in ....i can see thru you ....see your true colors ......

SOON you will have a chance ....too see ....what really took place all those years ago .....the truth is coming ..... and you did say liven up the site .............what better than story time .....and you got too admit this is a much better story the one from the PRT Cause ...Im on the outside ....and Im looking in .....I can see thru you .....see your try colors

well ........believe this we as a people have one last chance ...........We will get the RV .......a influx of power ....to a large group of people ........think .......before you indulge........ JUST YOUR SELF ....there are people all over the planet (our brothers and sisters )that need help .......................... This will be the last chance .........its all in our hands .....we have the power over our destiny .....and if we allow ..(as a people)..the future to be manipulated ....by a very few ......IT WLL NOT GO THE WAY WE WANT IT TOO .....WHEN THIS ALL COMES DOWN Stop the manipulation by the people with a secret agenda .....and help your fellow man ....by giving a hand up ......it won't cost that much if you have millions .......i have been doing it with a lot less than that ......and it dose make a difference Knowledge is power hmm

As you should .......no matter ....how a individual thinks they came into existence ....know this ....the fabric of the universe is even smaller than the STRING that makes up the ATOM But no matter how small a particle can get it was created by or made up of something else ...........THIS IS NOT ( the chicken or the egg S#!T) thats easy .......If you want eggs .....and you don't have them go to where they do and bring them back .....let one hatch .....and now you have the Chicken

haha A wise guy .....got to love it

HMMMMM ......From the created ......comes the creator .....One who can ....and has the power ....and the knowledge (knows where the bodes are buried so to speak)......to change the outcome

hahaha ..... That all will not be allowed to happen ......not with whats at stake You can tell a story............ for so long that it starts to seem like the truth ...and begins to take hold (cause and effect ).....but know this .......the future can not be told .....dew too undetermined perimeters .....that exist ....in the framework ....of space and time .........

Think of this .....If a ATOM was the size of the universe .....the strings that make up the atom.......... would only be the size of a OAK TREE There are many .........small .........things that have to come together .....to create ...something SO large(RV) .....even though that something seems minuscule....too everybody

Y'all will have a RV by the end of the summer .......this I know .....but at what cost .........is it going to be worth it

DO YALL WANT HEAR THE BACK UP PLAN It gets better

Well long story short ......the Rv was set and pulled ....no less than 5 times in the past 4 years .....by this group of people that are connected thru all walks of life .......good and bad people or groups .....all over the world in ever .......place the a group of people are THEY ARE THERE THEY know who they are .....at least the ones in the LOOP ....there are those that have no clue what is taking place ....the too where hijacked ...years ago Thank god ..........for a BACK UP PLAN....that did not involve that GROUP OF MEN .....but thats another story

Hey its Y'alls world .....im just a squirrel ....trying to get a nut ..........hahahaha at least thats what you think

hahaha ......they would want you to think that ....about this ...so fantastic story .....and not allow the truth to take hold

And sone times you have to break some eggs to make a omelet

And now that brings us to Iraq and Afghanistan ....Now today And the ones that have ...(thru manipulation of the population with money and the whole trade on credit system) and the covering of history so that...... to keep control The Time has come .....all the stores that have been suppressed ....and only known by a few ....are set to witness what it was all for .....now most of the ones today (that keep the knowledge .....dont have a clue what its really about ....dew too them being manipulated ....by there own group .....internally They call it need to know information ......hahahahahah But here are still a few that know the truth and don't stand on any side ...except whats good for the betterment of us as a planet ....not any certain group on the planet

Now in the roughly last 2 thousand years .........We were incorporated in this story by the Monks ...by creating a union of men and women that has helped to perpetrate the story and keep the balance and guess what The Possession of power over people ....come at a heavy price ....and over time ...the hierarchy breaks down ....and then you have .....the same thing repeating itself .....One group breaking off to control all the different groups ....and then the fight starts ....... But this time without all the super tutelage of a higher power ...and advanced tech.....Cause it was destroyed or hidden for all time ......(or so they thought ) But in the last hundreds of years .....the tech. found its way back ....at-least some of it

Now there was a group of (what we would call monks) inhabiting the region north of Iraq and Iran ....They have a history going back thousands of years before what we call recored history They were left here to monitor and record things...... going on with the (what we call the Human race ).....BUT NOT GET INVOLVED .........Well some of them went off the reservation so to speak. And started to manipulate certain groups around the planet .......They were highly advanced (technologically )way farther along than what we are today .....Lets say they knew things And so to keep the balance on the planet the others had to get involved ....to rain in this ....highly advanced rogue faction ....and so a Private war started all over the planet ....and in-turn drew in Monks that had been in-beaded in different{ (colors of people )not races of people we are all the same race no matter the color of skin } Now all of this history has been suppressed .........(The names have been changed so to speak)........ So to cover this up and explain this to the unknowing humans .......a story had to be told that would coincide ...with the destruction taking place all over the world ..... I think you are part of this plan I will leave it there ....unless you want to tell them some................handshake secrets

now everybody knows the Mayan calendar ....and that it justs stops at 2012 .....but what is little known is that so do all the other forms of recording time .....around the world This knowledge has been know going all the way back too the (stories told about Mosses and the Israelites ) This plan was set in motion in or about the time of.....The King of Tyre -Milki The Phoenicians of the Iron Age (first millennium B.C.) descended from the original Canaanites who dwelt in the region during the earlier Bronze Age (3000-1200 H.C.), despite classical tradition to the contrary. There is archaeological evidence for a continuous cultural tradition from the Bronze to the Iron Age (1200 -333 s.c.) at the cities of Tyre and Z araphath. In the Amarna age (fourteenth century B.C.) many letters to Egypt emanated from King Rib-Addi of Byblos, King Abi-Milki of Tyre, and King Zimrida of Sidon, and in other New Kingdom Egyptian texts there are references to the cities of Beirut Sidon, Zaraphath, Ushu, Tyre, and Byblos. Additionally there is a thirteenth-century B.C. letter from the king of Tyre to Ugarit, and a Ugaritic inscription has turned up at Zaraphath. Despite these facts showing that the coastal cities were occupied without interruption or change in population, the term "Phoenician" is now normally applied to them in the Iron Age (beginning about the twelfth century B.C.) onward when the traits that characterize Phoenician culture evolved: long-distance seafaring, trade and colonization, and distinctive elements of their material culture, language, and script. The Phoenicians, whose lands corresponds to present-day Lebanon and coastal parts of Israel and Syria, probably arrived in the region in about 3000 B.C. They established commercial and religious connections were established with Egypt after about 2613 BC and continued until the end of the Egyptian Old Kingdom and the invasion of Phoenicia by the Amorites (c. 2200 BC). Other groups invading and periodically controlling Phoenicia included the Hyksos (18th century BC), the Egyptians of the New Kingdom (16th century BC), and the Hittites (14th century BC). Seti I (1290-79 BC) of the New Kingdom reconquered most of Phoenicia, but Ramses III (1187-56 BC) lost it to invaders from Asia Minor and Europe. The roster of Phoenician cities changed during the near millennium-long period beginning in 1200 B.C., reflecting the waxing and waning of their individual fortunes and the impinging historical events of the Near East. At the beginning of the Iron Age, as part of the invasion of the Sea Peoples (groups from the Greek islands, especially Crete), the Philistines occupied the coastal area south of Mt. Carmel, including Dor, Ashdod, Ashkelon, and Gaza. By the eighth century B.C., however, the material culture of the Phoenicians extended southward, and Sidon controlled Dor and Joppa during the Persian period (539-333 B.C). The Achaemenians, an Iranian dynasty under the leadership of Cyrus II, conquered the area in 538 B.C. Sidon became a principal coastal city of this empire. The history of Tyre and Sidon is intertwined (indeed they were only twenty-two miles [35 km.] apart). Classical tradition suggests that Sidon was the more powerful at first but by the tenth century B.C. Tyre dominated. Tyre's kings ruled a stretch of the coast that included Sidon and often they were referred to as kings of the Sidonians (1 Kings 16:31). Read more: History of the Phoenician Canaanites http://phoenicia.org/history.html#ixzz1xRpjsJ1w

You will see and start ...to recognize what I'm saying as we progress .....dont let the Opines ...of a few around here (and they know who they are )get you of track...Thats there only purpose .....to control information by( Deniable plausibility ) Yesssss mammmmm.......i will keep there attention

we will get too who THEY are ...after wail ...first lets get all of you up too speed

We need to start at the beginning When we were young....as a race of people ..... we were thought too be the only game out there ....not knowing where we came from .....So it became apparent that direction was needed So a group ...or groups ....came up with a plan to give meaning to us as a people .....by organizing certain groups ... Now thru out history......... Factions of people ....have tried to control us a group ...and found the (the stick) was not the way to everlasting control. Every Faction that has tried HAS FAILED miserably ....and be covered over by the next group....to inhabit the region from before ...... Thus ...insert the great plan Now this plan has to work....... because .......THEY are running out of time ...only a few thousand years left ...till the next window for success ...the plan was HUGE Organized all the religions...(kinda like a big UNION )....and different factions ......to follow one direction for the betterment of the race as a whole Now left to its own means .....this would fail also .....so this time They will stay involved .....Integrate in every aspect

MovieMaker are you paying attention ......let me get something to drink and i will give you a story line that will blow your socks OFF Remember ....(deniable Plausibility ) a word that has never had so much meaning .......(other than in this thing we call the redistribution of wealth called DINAR )

I have never been burned with my info ....even-though some of it did not come to pass..........time showed that it was correct at the time ....from the atmosphere in play at the time ...... a few people out there I'm sure .......see that this is being directed .....and not a......... fluid thing What if THEY are waiting for just the right moment .....Or for just the right person....or persons...too come in the game .....So too have a greater leverage over the out come The .....THAY ....are not who you think ......it may be greater than just on or two countries getting RICH........It may have Universal implications involved Thousands of years ago Iraq ,OR Mesopotamia ,OR the Persian Empire .......was where this all started .....somewhere around 26000 years ago ....There was a Entity on this planet that had the capability .....of measuring the ...Precession..........of the planet .....with the galactic center of the Universe Now as the Humans that we are now .....we have only Discovered ...a way too measure this ....in the past 1000 years ....and that was dew in part .......to the research of past documentation ....recorded in caves and stone structures And they just so happen to be in this region off the planet ..... Now after a 1000's of years of........ Waring tribes ....thru out the region ...it has been hard for those on the planet with the Knowledge to know what they are looking for ....to have access to this part of the world ..... I know I know .......where are you going with this Randall ...So i digress now there are those of you like me ....that in 2003 signed contracts .....with a certain ..Construction company ...for a year......... with a 10 year option ...2013 Its hard to see all the coalescing actions ....if you have not been here since the beginning ......but i can assure you WE DID NOT GO THERE FOR OIL Just as we are not staying in Afghanistan ....for the........ peace of the people now this year there are a lot of things happening on the planet ....that only happen every thousand's of years .....No its not Armageddon(more misinformation to control population) And if ....a person....wanted to be in the right place ....at the right time .......WITH OUT ......interruption from hostile forces ....and or Nose'ie people ....in order to observe and or control a certain event....... passable to take place in the region ......WOULD YOU OPEN THE SPOT THAT YOU ARE GOING TO SIT AND WATCH TOO OUTSIDE PEOPLE........not in the loop Ya they aren't either Now you can believe it or not there are things at work here that far exceed the realm of the everyday mundane ......... Remember as you get impatient ....ITS COMING ....something that... the humans we are now ......will never see again ....AND THATS A GUARANTY The recorded history ...........Withheld from the public .....for thousands of years now .....by the keepers of man (or at least thats what they think they are )...dose not lie we will see a galactic alinement this year .......all those structures around the planet perfectly alined with stars and constellations ...built by ancestors with knowledge lost to most .. One would wonder WHY SO MANY ......why are their so many structures ......in so many different places .....all telling a story ...and a event ....that directly parallels each other